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How long has it been? One year? Two? I completely forgot about this blog I abandoned (again) XD

Reviewing all my post, I just realised how precious it is to have written proof of your innocence and youthfulness (read : gullibility and childishness). But all in all, I think it is refreshing :) You got to see how much you have developed and grow. How much you enjoyed your middle and high school with all them turds ;)

How I have been? Hmmm.. let me give you an answer to that; suffering! Gyahahaha I know I did not change much from my high school self but here I am, feeling lost in a Mechanical Engineering major :')

So to recap where I have been the last 12 months? Jumping from Malacca to Bandung just to finish my FREAKING high school education. Getting very ordinary marks (read : average, oh myyyy the SHAME my mom has to go through :P) on my High School Certificate. Passing the Public University Entrance Exam (got my the last university of my choice, by the way).

Everyone is telling me I should be GRATEFUL. I should embrace the major that I have chosen (frankly, I think I lost my mind). I should just "get on with it". That not everybody can GET INTO Faculty of Engineering. That I will love it sooner or later, But the harsh reality is, I am your mediocre, run-of-the-mill, typical, average human being. Yep, super disappointing.

And the thing is, I have a considerably easier option, to take D3 in Mechatronics. You might think, "that's not much different from mechanical engineering,". In fact, it is a WHOLE NEW LEVEL of different. They stress on the hands-on stuff rather than theories (I have grown a distaste towards theories). Hell, gotta give my hyperactive tendency a new output.

I know I dug my own grave with this one. It was me who chose engineering. It was me who chose the 3 universities. It was me who sat for the exam. It was me who made the final decision. But those choices, was, and still is, influenced by my parents. I know you see that one coming.

What is it with my parents that I keep losing every fight with them? That I feel like they took my power to choose my own path in life? Heck, this is supposed to be all about me. My major. My work. My future. Call me selfish but you know that it is indeed true.

Up to this point, 3 months in FoE, all I feel is lost. Miserable. Desperate. [insert tons of other negative adjective]. My only refuge out of this desolation is games, games and more games. Heck, I think I am becoming more of an addict because of my dependency towards gaming.

Someone get me out of this hell. 

School was (kind of) awesome today. Somehow, we had a lot of screws loose in our brain and decided to went on full immature mode as how they say, age is just a number. Nobody knows how it started but we decided ultimately that it's the perfect day to walk down the memory lane.

So what's the big deal? Well, since we're 17 years old already, we decided to throw the little number 1 somewhere it wouldn't bother us and live the primary school moments all over again. Albeit our non-existent innocence, we pulled it off quite good (considering nobody went on full retard and start bawling).

There's this bunch of nonsense games that we used to play in primary school. I guess, if you're Malaysian or anybody living in the South East Asia region you'll be quite familiar with these.. (just an assumption)

First of all, the FLAME prediction. Basically, it's a relationship compatibility test. We wrote down two names and count the number of letters they have with matching letters put in a group. E.g. Lara and Dave -> 1 (L), 3 (A), 1 (R), 1 (D), 1 (V) and 1(E). We add it up by pair, from one end to the other until one digit remaining. Then we counted it from F downwards. E.g. if you get 3 means you get A, 7 --> L. F stands for Friends, L for Love, A for Admirer, M for Marry and E for Enemy.

More graphical sample :

"The biggest lies that you've ever told is to yourself."

I found that in a Heist Society #3 Book, Perfect Scoundrels. Sure that quote has been extremely paraphrased, but you still get the meaning.

I can totally relate to that quote, 100% accurate, describing one of my deadly flaws. You can't relate? You sure? Let me give you a scenario that you are in thousands of times throughout your teenage years :

Scene 1:
*you playing video games, look at the clock*
Oh, I'll stop in another 10 minutes and then revise...
*10 minutes later...*
Let me finish this level first.
*30 minutes later*
No! This is the Boss Level!
*ages later*
Aw damn, it's late! I'll just revise tomorrow...

Scene 2:
Okay, I hereby vow to myself I'll stay away from internet, games and novels till the exam ends.
*the next day*
Fuck the exam, I'm finishing this series!

Scene 3:
Hmm.. If I get 7A and above, I'll treat myself to Häagen-Dazs.
*after the result is out*
5A? Well, let's feast ice cream!

Scene 4:
I'll exercise everyday and lose 3 kg by the end of the month!
*the next morning*
Never mind, it's not like the diet is effective anyway.

Seems familiar to you? Yep, that's what us teenagers do nowadays. I'm no exception. Yes, I made the effort to stop playing The Godfather for one and half a month is advance (I haven't told you about my gaming addiction, yes? That'll feature another post then). But then again, if I only stop playing one game and starting another, how does it exactly help? As you can guess, it does not.

I continue to read novels and play games shamelessly. Making a bunch of promises to myself I never fulfill. And what is even sadder that the fact somewhere deep in my mind, I know I will not do it. It's just fleeting words, intended to calm my high-strung heart. Like in the "Three Idiots", the heart is stupid, if we say everything's alright, they will be assured.

As how my action dictates, my result is sucky by my parents standard.. I wouldn't even tell you because I know, it's pretty decent by most people standard. So now I will establish that my parents are not who you call most people. 

No matter how many times I said to myself I will try to revise this time, get a higher marks, satisfy myself by proving everyone wrong. I did not do it and strangely enough, I don't have any regret. Is that why I never improve? Because I don't give a fuck anymore?

Writing this post may seem like a justification (feels like it too). But I honestly have no idea what I am doing. Yes, I was a great student, have that high IQ and stuff. Now, all that's left is the legacy of it. I changed too much, held back a lot. I don't even know myself anymore. Sometimes, I kinda miss my old me, the one that will surely study when exam comes, the one that diligently finish up every homework and more, the one that is still innocent by the way of the world.

See? Even I myself feels like a lie. Like the very foundation of me are made up of fake things, deceitful stuff.

But if I could go back in time and do it differently, would I? 


KK

So, you guys must be wondering, why the sudden blog post?

After all this time of no new post, why now? why not let my own blog go through eternal damnation and neglect?

You're not the only one having those questions, believe me. I do wonder myself.

Well, maybe it's because the BM essay I had to write for my SPM Trial... Or the newly found hobby of writing something random just to vex everyone... Could be the guilt of having ignored my own blog after millenniums too... We may never know, but here I am.

I was am surprised to log in and see the viewer count (is that what you call all those visitors to my blog?). It has reached 500! Yay! For some of the seasonal bloggers, they got that kind of number in measly hours. But for me? The one that NEVER updates her blog? Yep, you're right.. That takes the whole 3 (or is it 4?) years to reach it.. Anyway, I'm content.

So to wrap it up, I'll really try to update my blog more diligently from now on.. Since that new found irritating hobby of mine need to be fulfilled! Who is a better listener than yourself? Nobody, that's who. Ranting in a dead blog might be better, since I get to review my own stupidity and craziness (and maybe laugh at it in a later date, who knows)

Gotta go, another new post covering my SPM Trial coming up after this!



KishiKiryuu
(that's my new nick BTW.. a game name, nice isn't it?)

MWAHAHAHAHA~!!

New year resolution.. X|
I already broken the "post in blog at least once a week"..
OMG! Can't keep the promise...
Seriously, am I even serious making this blog?

Haiz...
I really don't want to fret right now..
I know that there are busier people out there..
XPP

I haven't finish the folios.. XP
Wanna die!!
Must pass up THIS week.. X(

Should I change my blog's skin (read as background?)
I was just browsing other's blog and saw theirs are very cool/cute...
So should I change it?
I think I have no time for these but I'm envious... ><
Maybe I should just change it later...
My definision of later :
Dunno whenn :P
Well maybe if I have the time?
*sigh* Life is tiring...
But we have to live on!!
Ganbatte!!
Fighting!
Chai yok (is this even the correct spelling?)!!

Well, bye...

Yo guys! It's Monday (again)!! Have you ever counted how many Mondays you have been through? I think Monday is a special day (for the nerds) coz it's when we start to go to school again after a nice, lazy weekend and for me personally, Monday is nice coz it's the day when I was born (WooHoo!)... Buuuuuuuut........ Monday is also an assembly day (which is boring) coz it's all about speech, speech and more speech... I think I should put up a poll on which speech is the most boring...

And so, the assembly was held today (which is a pity)... The first speech is, as usual, the teacher-who-is-on-duty's speech!! Give a round of applause to her!! *claps lazily* So, when she speak, the student (who had been threatend to keep silent) was very calm and quiet... But sadly, the cricket stayed hard-headed and make noises... And you know what is the cricket's noise.... *criiiikk* *criiiick* something like that? At first I didn't realize that it was cricking until Ritsu-chan laughed... And man, the cricket really made a very pleasant laugh (it makes the teacher looks extra boring) like the one in the slapstick comedy shows (or Spongebob, if you have watched the episode where he joked and the cricket is the only one cricking)

I forgot which teacher said this but she's warning us about a drug dealer who distributed the drug as a disguised strawberry candy (but it is actually metamphitamin) so, she said that we shouldn't take it... but in someone made a catchy remarks :
"Ok what? I mean he gives it for free.."
I just grinned over it =)

Next one's the Co-curicullum teacher's speech (dunno what's her name)... And it was a "GREAT" news (notice the quote)! As we're expecting something amazing, she said, "Co-curicullum activities starts this week!!" and I felt like crying out of "happiness"...

Ehe... I know you wouldn't believe me, so here's the real one...
And I was like, "WHAT?!" What kind of good news is that? Like I was some kind of student that would be pleased over such activities (fyi, I'm NOT a masochict)

And there's MORE torture!! The Sports day PRACTICES starts THIS WEEK (sorry for using so much capital.. ;-;) I mean the sports day is not until a CENTURY or later... but well, I don't care, it isn't like I'll be attending... I'll just continually skip the practices until the teacher notice, and when that time comes, I won't be attending either :P

I'm a bad girl? Riiiiiiiiiight like I care.... XD

Well then, the teacher keep shouting "silent and listen carefully!" (just like any other assembly I'm attending)... Yeah, I'm listening REAL attentively so that I can make jokes and silly remarks about it...But it was real, I'm listening... I'm evenTAKING NOTES! Well, it's just for the sake of this blog's continuation... And, Ritsu-chan who is sitting beside me is horrified by my action... She freked out and said, "Satsu is becoming a nerd!!!" repeatedly to Pavitra who was sitting in front of us... TT_TT Am I really that nerdy?

Last "good" news is, the extra class starts on February.... Owie.. It sucks... I can't go online as often as I did on last year.... *sigh* when will this torture end?! But Ritsu-chan said, "Well, it can't be helped... We're in form 3 after all..." and who is the nerd now?

Enough of assembly stuff, let's move on to the class...
I only managed to take notes on a few lines on Geo class... Here's some :
~The darker the colour (Pavitra), the taller it is...
It's supposed to be reffering to the map's colour referrences... The darker the colour on the map, the higher place it is...
~The lighter the colour (Phay), the shorter it is...
It's reffering to the map again (I mean, it's Geo! We're learning something about "Heights above sea level"
~Teacher : What is a "garis kontur?"
Ahkaasyh : Contour line.
Stupid answer, not something new in my class, though...

Well, I think that's the "descibe-able" ones... Then they joked about "black dots" (again, referring to Pavitra) and Ahkaasyh red a phrase and joked on how he read it (I think it's mimicry and dialects)... Well, we all know Ahkaasyh... *sigh* When will my class be mature?!

Next is about Ritsu-chan, she started a rumor about Ahkaasyh being gay coz he always asked her about her ex... And Ritsu just get mad at him and spread the rumor... And he fought back by spreading rumor about her being lesbian coz she always asks Sam (now Xin Raj, I'll tell you guys later about it) how his crush is doing... So now, my class has one GAY rumor and one LESBIAN rumor... but I think it won't last long... :D good for them...

Last but not least, Sim is treated like a slave in the class... When it's time to greet the teachers (as like when he come and go) we shout his name, forcing him to greet the teacher.... Well, I know it's his job, but the method of shouting at him is a bit harsh, no? I mean, he's a human too... Even slaves is called nicely by their master (myb, I never know)...

Well, that's all today's update.. Hope I can update more tomorrow.. Jaa matta!!




P.S. Pavitra has gotten more "screening time" (written time?)... Maybe she gets popular? ^^

It has been a while since I last posted... (not excatly "a while" but nvm)
Firstly, HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!
Have you guys get your new year resolution ready? cuz I didn't make one... myb I'll just make one on the way to finish this year, adding every necessary things everyday (like, updating this blog at least weekly for a start XD)

I was just back from the school holiday which I spend in Indonesia (and I started 1 month earlier than the actual holiday). I had fun XD! I bought lots of comics, played several games, and pulled a couple all nighters... It wasn't such a very healthy vacation actually, but I enjoyed it very much...

So, that was it.. The school started this week and all I get is HOMEWORKS and LOTS of them!! ><>
Agama Notes : 2 Chapter
Agama Exercise
Science Exercise
Living Skill (KH) Notes w/ pics
Malay Language essay
Malay Language EXAMPLE essay
English essay
There, I think that's all which I remember but the un-remembered ones, I dunno... Have you wndered why I listed my homeworks? No? Not even now? Or maybe later? Does it crosses your mind? Will you never? And the answer is................... I just feel like it... To share my sufferings with you guys out there, random people who is reading this crap and wondered "What is this kid rambling abut?"

Ritsuka-chan (Sakura-chan, but she requested a name change) is getting crazier day by day, along with me... :) This year is our Major Exam year, which is the PMR... Kind of middle school exam, same like UN for SMP in Indonesia.. So I thought there's no wonder when we got even stressed out and freaked out every moment... The teachers are fine ones, we get Mr Yap and Madam Siow again this year, I thought they're giving up at teaching my class... Mrs Anne, the Geo teacher is a regular for us... I just wished the Malay Language teacher is more fun :(

Enough fretting for now, let's go to the important announcement... WE HAVE SCHOOL CONCERT THIS YEAR!!!! It's on the 1st of April (April's Fool)... Guess what, the principal wants to have his own SOLO performance!!!
I thought I want to have pian 4 hands, but still haven't got a companion :(... Wish my sis wants to go with me... The MPO visit is also on April (WOOHOO!!) and that makes April the most-looked-forward month this year!! The Japanese exchange student also coming on March or April... XD Can't wait to meet them... Just hope that they aren't nerdies... :X

The strings orchestra is combining with a brand new brass band and woodwind instruments! XD Hope the juniors can keep on with the training... Mr Ronald can be strict when he wants to...


Well, that's the end of random ramblings (for now)... I hope I can update the blogs everyday now....

But wait! There's something more I just remembered!! This is a big news!! Total Headline!! A must read for you people!! Something that will shockk the world! Bet you can't guess what it is.... And the big news is .....................................................................................................................................................
SIM IS THE NEW CLASS MONITOR!!
Does that surprises you?!
All the class members 'pakat' to offer Sim as the Black Sheep, and guess what, NO ONE objects the idea!!

So that's all folks! See you on the next post! Just hope that it'll be soon enough!!

After years of sufferings,
After centuries of boredom,
Here I am,
Writing my new post,
In my blog,
That will drive people crazy,
And make them hysterical,
After reading it,
Because of the power of,
Boredom...
~キリュウ~

Yup! I write that nonsense... Anyway, it's good to write again although I never know why in the first place I made this blog... Is it because of the boredom I'm facing (maybe)? Or is it jealousy (unrelated at all)? Or is it my alter-ego that created it (not that it exist)?

Well, I was just free from the wrath of mid-year exam that made me bleed the blood of boredom... The reason? It's simple, it's because exams are boring and meant to torture us....

In this post, I don't know what I'll write (in these days, I don't even know why I am exist in the world)... I always questioning myself with unnecessary questions and never found the answer my self and then that question is forgotten (that's my new routine)....

I'm being mad these days because of several reasons :

1st Reason
Sakura was not in for almost the whole exam week (and it followed by the holiday)....
I missed her....
Not to mention that I am jealous because she managed to escape from the exam
2nd Reason
I can't use the computer for the whole exam week...

Anyway, this post is already overdued... I mean, I wrote it about 3 months ago and I post it today... 26th of August.... Gah! Blame my laziness...

Thank God it has ended

Now... I'm in the mood of writing about my friend, Sim Jin Yi (you'll be popular with this, Sim!) So, this thing is not an essay that tells you how great he is, what a good friend he is, how popular he is and so on.... It's about his misfortune in his own class, as you've guessed, 2 Music....

So, he is a Chinese boy with very slanted eyes and chubby cheeks... He has a rather small figure and a nice smile which reminds you of a begging dog... His hair is like when you get an electric shock, you'll get that hair style... Well.... Here's a photo of our dearest friend....

Well... I give the credit of the picture to Sim himself... I get this from his profile in Facebook...

So, his misfortune is... He is being large scale bullied by his own friends, Alvin (and the Chipmunks), Khoon Han Liang and Lai Yee Neng....

He's the black sheep of our class, or as the Malays said "Kambing Hitam".... He always be blamed for EVERY problems, things and so on in our class... Like this :

Teacher : Who had lost the class' bucket?
Everyone : SIM!!!

Or like this :

Teacher : What will influence the rate of death in a country?
Everyone : SIM!!!

Or this :

Teacher : What is the main problem here?
Everyone : SIM!!

So, practically, he is blamed for everything and anything... Nothing in particular... And even in the Choir Club there's a scene like this :

Teacher : Who left his/her food here?
Lai : SIM!!

But the situation now is, Sim doesn't even enter the Choir Club...

So, he's really unfortunate, isn't he?

Well... Sometimes, he also get physically bullied and literary bullied.... Some example of the first are just like the classics which is involving punching, kicking and so on... While the later is various...

They (Alvin, Han Liang and Yee Neng) always said Sim loves somebody, anybody or everybody...
Examples :

Case 1
Time : In the middle of free period
Place : In the middle of the class (their seats)
Victim : Sim and Farhana
Culprit : Yee Neng and Han Liang

YN & HL: SIM LOVES FARHANA!!! *at the top of their voices*
Sim : ....

Case 2
Time : Anytime
Place : Same as above
Victim : Me and Sim
Culprit : Alvin and Han Liang

*me passing by their seat*
A & HL : SIM LOVES TSANIYA!!!! *at the top of their voices*
Sim : ...
Me : Say that again and I'll kick your asses!!

Well.... At the latter case, I didn't (kick asses) and just ignore them... But once, I really kicked Han Liang's ass...

And another literary bullying is.... How I'll phrase it... They made a song for him... Especially for him... And it goes the song :

Babi Sim! Babi Sim! Babi Sim! Babi Sim!

You can see it if you want to, but you'll be surprised by the lyrics... They always sing it in the class and in the music room with the teacher in front of them... I know it's rude but sometimes, you can't resist joining them... The melody is easy coz there's no rythm, no melody and it's only a phrase that you will bang the gendang and just play the C chord and no 3 (in gamelan) while singing the song... So, I think you can pretty much imagine how it goes and how Sim's face turns red out of anger and embrassment...

Well... I think that is all I have to write about him.... Blame Sim about this article....

Okaaaaaaaayyyyy.......... Now... I don't have much things to say...and dissapointing, I'm a candidate for the competition, Mighty Minds
This week is one of the longest week ever in my life, although it's filled with useless things (only a little bit of studying).... I was away from the class (which I've come to miss) for 3 days... Blame the JPM guys... They make me... But, well.. At least, I can skip many boring classes... So... Although I only do so little things this week which is almost filled with violin practices which really suck coz the songs are super duper hard (note that I'm ONLY a grade 2 student)...and that thing rocks coz it has something to do with math and science and general knowledge...
Other things... Well.. Not much to say... As Lily have said (or done), I'm drowning in homework and still haven't make my through yet coz I'm clueless about the things to do... And Sakura-chan is still away (she has something going on with her archery)... And my friends at school are like.......... gloomy mood...

So, me and my sis (who played the cello), are cheered up by the sheer pleasure of a tuner that we just bought today.... It's price is RM65 and the guy who sells the thing (I can't get myself to think of a more suitable name for him) gave us discount and the price became RM58... We gave our dad RM25 each and he pay the rest, which is only RM8... But then... We get our weekly allowance!! So, we get RM15 each and in total, the tuner only cost us RM10 each... What a beneficial bargain! ^_^

The conclusion is, this week is not the best week in my life... It's a rather long and boring week................I'm unable to enter the competition coz I not a BLOODY CITIZEN OF MALAYSIA!!!

Ok... So, today I just washed my father's car, a gold wira with bashed up right passenger door and never been cleaned in the past 4 months.... Well, I cleaned it all morning without any help from anyone.... It's rather a short story, if you didn't find all the surprises....

1st Surprise
Have you ever noticed your father's car rooftop?? Well, if yes, it's no surprise for you to find many unknown things... As for me, I found some bird crap, unknown crap, lots of dust and dead bugs bodies... And I had a hard time scrubbing the shits off the rooftop, it's pretty hard you know, I mean the shits are hard, as it had been caked for god knows how long....

2nd Surprise
You will never know how dirty is the front tyres... Well, the back tyres are a lot more cleaner that the fronts you know.... If you use a sponge and scrub it... You will get the mixture of soap bubbles and unknown black substance... I suspected that it is from the exhaust gas from other cars.... It's black and it gave me a "whoaaaa" coz you just don't know how much those black substance can cover the tyre rim... Try it yourselves...

3rd Surprise
You'll see that the carpet in your car "looks" clean and just fine... The ugly truth is that the carpet isn't fine at all.... You'll find small peebles and dusts and unknown things.... I get a very "pleasant" time cleaning those things off....

Well... After all, I wiped the car with water first and then shampooed it with car shampoo (what else... do you expect me to shampoo it with dog's shampoo?)... That's the time when I cleaned the tyre rim and see the black substance.... And I cleaned the rooftop to find a whole collection of various craps and shits....

After all the outer cleaning, I moved to the internal cleaning.... I took the vacuum cleaner along with me and cleaned the car from the big traches first (such as tissue papers, bottle, pens and papers)... After the removal of big trashes (which I use various techniques such as "head down legs up", "long arms" and etc etc)... I vacumeed the car throughly, to get rid all the peebles, various sizes and colours..... And that's how it ends... Not to mention that my body aches all over from that...

This is a rather short post.... But nevermind... I enjoyed myself writing this... Well... See you in the next post... God knows when I have the will to post again....

Actually, I want to write this post a little earlier, but due to my laziness, it's postponed.... In fact, it has been a week before and you finally know how severe my laziness is...
So, the day is a veeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyy lllooooooooooong day and we actually survived through those things.....

We (I and my sis) came to school a bit late (blame our fussy mom), but thank goodness, the buses hadn't arrived yet... So we waited while the senpais (seniors) took our attendance.... Another relieve was that I didn't get the same bus as my sis, she can't disturb me that day (YES!).... It's a long journey to KL (about 2 hours) yet, none of us (Lily, Lawrence, Swathy, Sakura, Me, Jing Ting, Jing Wen, Cherlyn, Jaya, Rathi, Pavi and Padminee) slept through the journey... We just make ourselves at class(?) by making noises (FYI : we're the noisiest there, as expected)...

We sang, listen to musics, read magazines (thanks Swathy), chatted, eat, even Rathi dance in the bus!!! and etc etc etc etc... In short, we just managed to do almost anything in the bus... We never sat still and just kept quiet.... Well, I think that's not our nature you know... And so... The bus stopped at the Seremban rest stop and we went to the convenient store to buy snacks, drinks and the trivial stuffs we needed.... Rathi and Lily even bought cup noodles! Well, that's a pretty good idea coz it was raining and the day was very cold....

After the 20 minutes rest (including chatting with friends from different bus and etc etc), we continue our journey (and being the noisiest in the bus)... I managed to take some pics (own collection, no one have it!!)....

Lily finishing her cup noodle...

Rathi finishing her cup noodle...

Well, it seemed that everyone was busy eating their noodles and did not notice me capturing them.... *wink*

It's a bit blurry but I think it's a good shot... Coz it shows here that Lawrence was sitting with Jing Ting in the bus and it's the clearest picture on Earth (they didn't notice me).... Woooohooooo....!! (Wei Wen and Mabel, don't be jealous...)

And this is Sakura-chan... (We were shooting each other)

Rathi and Jaya... Rathi was dancing her heart out that time and it's a bit blurry... While Jaya was sleeping peacefull, undisturbed by Rathi...

Well.... After a while, we arrived at KL and our first stop was the ICOM (International College of Music).... And we were greeted by a tribute performance for U2 done by the students there and I tell you, it was really terrific!! They played the instruments really well and the lightning effects were damn great!! After that, we get a brief intoduction of the college and bla bla bla whatever she was saying in front, I confessed, I didn't understand a single thing....

The next one was more enjoyable, it's a talk about proffesion in the music industry... We were introduced to the "backstage" by a lecturer there named Dinesh (or so what I'd heard).... He's really funny and sporting (or so what the people said)... He just layan all of us, even the one that was keeping menyampuk with weird comments (who knows who is the culprit)... I really do listened hard to him and discovered that he's much more enjoyable that the previous one (whose name I have forgotten)....

We also built paper constructions (as Lily called it) out of boredom...

1st paper construction, I called it "The Pyramid"...

2nd paper construction, I called it "The Miring Tower of ICOM"

3rd paper construction, I called it "The Unknown Building Which Doesn't Look Pretty Stable"...

My favorite is the 3rd one... It's so weird and looked dangerously dangerous...

After all the speeces, we were given a tour around the college.... We were given a free luch after that,(a good one)... Many didn't want to eat... Mr Ronald said, "Kids these days favours more junk foods than the healthy food,"... Well, I agree to him, even Sakura-chan hates vegetables (there's one time when I forced vegetables to her, but that's a different story)... So, we ate happily (when thinking that we can save our money to buy comics)...

We continue our journey to our next destination, Berjaya Times Square. FYI, it's a large mall with many shops and the shops that I and Sa-chan (Sakura) entered was only Borders (a book shop), Tropicana Life (which I never heard of, I was dragged there by Sa-chan, who wanted to buy a new wallet) and an unknown store where Sa-chan looked for choices of wallets... So, practically, we just see the books (Sa-chan bought 8 Malay comics there in the total of RM54) and wandering around to find Tropicana Life which was damn hard to find (it's hidden behind the shops and was lurking in a dark corner) and the unknown shop is just a shop that we passed by when were searching for Tropicana Life...

After a long walk in the Times Square (It's a really long walk, we used the elevators only when we wanted to go up and we ran on the escalators when we went down coz it's fun) ... We waited for our bus to go to our final destination in KL, which is the Suria KLCC which is situated under the Petronas Twin Tower... Here's a picture (thanks Athmas)...

Night view... (We actually arrived in the evening, but no one have the picture, if one does, I am to lazy to search for it)

So, Mr Ronald gave us a brief talk about when we must be at the crime scene (not that it's a crime scene, it's the entrance part of the Philharmonic Hall), fully dressed with our formal clothes and how the bus B had broken down (thank god it's not my bus, but they (the passenger in bus B) get pleasant surprise in the end).... We scampered about, I and Sa-chan went to change our clothes (it's a nuisance cos we hang our clothes on a hanger)... After that, we get into the elevators and we walked (we really do walked, in Times Square we wore sneakers, but here, Sa-chan was wearing a high heels and I was wearing a pumps) to Kinokuniya Bookstore... Sa-chan (again) bought 6 Malay comics (total = RM39) and I bought I Japanese comic magazine... We went to KFC for dinner and perform the prayer in the surau of the same floor...

Then, we hurried up the "crime scene" and found out that almost everyone had gathered there... We took photos in our formal outfits... The song that the MPO was playing is the Piano Concerto No.1 in B flat Minor Op.23 and Symphony No.4 in F Minor Op.36 by Tchaikovsky... It was really great, the solo pianist, Alice Sara Ott, is really terrific, awesome, amazing etc etc.... The conductor, Eiji Oue, is very talented... I was stunned...After the performance, we took a few pics... Here's Athmas' stash (I didn't took any and I think you know the reason)

It's actually almost time to go back, but I am lazy to arrange it according the time... You can see here that our class is really hectic although it is only some of them coming....

Us, again...

Random picture of Athmas and an unknown person (to me)...

Chong and Athmas... They looked smart in their suits...

The solo pianist, Alice Sara Ott, in the middle...

Gary, eating greedily...

Perasan picture of Athmas and someone's car...

The same car, with different poser but same perasaness...

Us and Mr Yap (the super cool Math teacher)...

Girls in Black plus one playboy dude... (Athmas do looked like a playboy anyway)

So with all that photographing sessions, our trip ends... The passengers of bus B get a new bus (which is better that the first one) and bus A and bus C were late, we waited for the buses for half and hour.. We slept at the bus and arrived in Melaka at 2 a.m. At last, home again....Not to mention, at the MPO, Cherlyn slept while the 2nd movement of the piece was played... She woke up after the audience clapped and she just clapped along still blurry coz she didn't know what's going on....

I decided to create a series based on the things that happened at school today, particularly on my class, 2 Music.... This class is really noisy, I always believed that it is the noisiest class in the history of 2 M....

Today is not my day.... Blame everything on (my self-help) holiday yesterday (and cold).... There's so many homeworks to do (which I haven't done when writing this entry).... Sakura said she was going crazy when I wasn't in.... Actually, I think I am going crazy myself...

Today everybody (as usual) is blaming Sim again (I will tell the story tomorrow)...

And also, the 2 M-ers are called by the dentist today (including me)... Some are undergoing a filling and some are just cleanig.... Kow Jiun Hong tooth is being filled by the nurse and us, the audience (me, Shume, Si Ying, Han Ling etc etc), shuddered with horror.... It looked really painful (which actually is)... The nurse even used a laser on the tooth.... Poor Jiun Hong just can sometimes twitch with pain....

There's not much event happening on the other periods, on BI nilam, a few of us stayed in the class (ponteng!!) including me coz I haven't finished my math yet, which Mr Yap wants today... Lawrence, Athmas and Akaasyh are playing at the back of the class.... Akaasyh is running around like some crazy people and Lawrence, irresponsibly, put his leg on Akaasyh way and how he tripped.... Normal people just tripped and landed flat on their face but not for Akaasyh.... He fly in the mid air horizontally and landed horizantally too.... His hip must be hurt very much....

On BI time, there's so many loyar buruk going on in the class.... We are studiying literature, about a novel titled Potato People which is really lame and boring... It can put people to sleep in 3 seconds... The class is not that attentive and they just throwing lame jokes around...

First case :
Phay and Vicknes
When Mr Gan said about Marie being a black, egyptian girl, Phay said that it is just like Jayamalar, our indian friend, Mr Gan said to Phay "So, you think you're so fair ah?"
Then Vicky snaps, "His private part very fair one...."
Sakura a sudden surge of energy "Vicky, you have seen Phay's one ah?"
And then, everbody laughed........

Secong case:
Akaasyh and Lawrence
When Mr Gan mentioned that Marie is a liar, Akaasyh said "It's just like Lawrence" (or so I think)
Lawrence snaps and said " F U"
Mr Gan, with lightning speed, rotan Lawrence, then come out excuses from his big mouth...
The class starts clapping....
Mr Gan said, "If only F, I can forgive, but when you said F U, it became a different meaning"
The clapping died down, only Sakura is clapping, according to the tempo earlier....
And Mr Gan threatened Lawrence that he will report it to Mr Wong shiny head discipline teacher
And the class starts clapping again....

This is a really crazy class, so, whatever you read here is 100% true, although you almost can't believe your eyes, but believe it anyway, you are not blind, are you? Even I, the person who go on through all the silliness can survives and still believe my eyes, why can't you?

Curse me for shouting "Hooray to boredom!!"

And the same day, at night, I was dragged to the Malam Puisi Riong which UTeM organised...
My whole family planned to see this show just to see the "sasterawan negara" A Samad Said recite a poem.... And I confess, I quit halfway...

So the misfortune started with my agreement to go the show and whereas the second is our dress code.... I thought that every single thing that has to do with art and night must have some thing to do with formality.... And so, we (my whole family) went to the event wearing baju kurung and batik.... And how surprised we were when we saw the people around us wearing T-shirts and jeans....

The night starts out badly with boring recital and speeches.... I figured out that they stick to the concept "Save the Best for the Last", so most probably, A Samad Said will come out last....

There's only one performance I liked best.... It is a journal about a man named something Al Hindi... It was really funny with many silly phrases....

There's one performance, a singing performance which the singer played a guitar while he was singing an Ebiet song.... At first glance, he looked just fine, at the second glance you'll notice something........................................ He wore a pair of pink crocs slip-ons

Even me, the audience, felt really embarassed looking at him because of his pair of pink crocs slip-ons..........

We managed to get a glance on A Samad Said when he was going to the toilet.... He looked old (like Dumbledore in Harry Potter).... But he didn't use a stick to help him walk... I was expecting him to be more rickety old man...

After reached the 10.15 p.m. time, we gave up (main reason hunger, boredom and sleepiness)...
We went home after eating dinner at a nearby restaurant....

The conclusion is, do not say something ridiculous, God knows when it will really happened to you...

I get a cold 2 yesterday, and as the title above, it is very annoying....

It started when I come to school in the morning and discovered that the 2 BM period is canceled and there's a relieve teacher coming for the 1st period.... That time, how I cheered!! I pass the time with chatting with friends although the teacher is shouting "Silence!" (what a bad monitor).... And on the 2nd period, no teacher is entering the class (I bet you can't imagine how noisy our class is)... And at this time, I started having the fuzzy feeling and headache (the kind that is like crushing your head)...

It became more and more serious as time passed... KH time was pissing me off coz that time we need to shape the feet of the electrical components and it suck coz the feet are so small and with a headache, what can you expect from me?

PI time was worse still... We need to memorize a biodata of one of the Khalifah in the ancient time... It was relly hard coz his name continued with 3 bins... (Usman bin Affan bin Abu Al 'As bin Umaiyyah)

I regretted I didn't call my parents earlier coz that day, I have a violin class and I also have to teach the Form 1-ers cello... I want to sleep through the teaching time (I have back-ups!) but the sound of the viola and violin (which is supossed to make one sleep) was very1000000000x sore and out-of-rythm and that was enough to keep me awake for the rest of the teaching time....

When it was our (the seniors!) turn to play, sir was giving us a bunch of method to play a bunch of a-pain-in-the-ass scale (such as Ab Major, B Major), when I am dying.... I really was dying that time... It was 4 o'clock in the evening, I haven't get a rest (like nap or something).... Even my head was pounding like it was going to burst like time bomb!

I survived the violin class with flying colours and walked to the gate with 1/12 of my life left (not to mention that I have a load of things : violin, my oversised bag and my 3 music files which are very very big and thick)... It was about 5.15 p.m. and it was hot that day and you know, with just 1/12 of my life (and it was still decreasing) I waited for my father, to come and pick me up, under the sun...

I waited and waited and waited... And at last he came at 6 o'clock in the evening... That time I feel like I almost died...................................... At home, I came into the house crashing on the sofa.... My father take my temperature and it was 39 degree Celcius.... Then, my mom rattled about my lack of self discipline and how I didn't take care of my body and God knows what else....

I ate, drink lots of water, take the pills for the ills (it rhymes!) and at night, my fever cooled down a bit... But still, the next day, I can't come to school although I felt that I can mange to come...

Then, the story continues...........

I watched the "How to Train Your Dragon" movie on the last Sunday which is 4th April.... It was damn nice and the quality is reeeeeeeeeaaaaaaalllllllllyyyyyyyyyyy great, not to mention that I watched it in 3D!!!!

Hiccup is a usual, pathetic type of hero. He is a loser among all of the vikings, although he is the son of the viking leader (who is really bulky). He always wanted to kill a dragon, preferably a night fury, which is the rarest, most wanted dragon that no one has ever killed, to gained his share of fame... One night, when the dragon attacked his village (which I already forget the name), he shot the night fury, but no one believed him.

The Night Fury (the main favorite character according to me), is super duper cute type of a dragon. He kinda resembles a cat I think. He is rescued by Hiccup and later they became friends. Hiccup named him Toothless. Hiccup trained Toothless while training to kill a dragon (which his father make him to)... He become the best student in the class because he know the dragons weakness, which he had observed on Toothless...

And later, there will be a beautiful, young girl (like in the fairy tales) which Hiccup likes and Toothless become jealous with that girl, coz Toothless think that Hiccup likes the girl more than him.... The girl is the ambitious heroine type (which I personally liked)... She wanted to be the best student in the killing dragons training (and she is very rightful too, as she's the most skillful)...She thinks that Hiccup is really suspicious coz he always left on the middle of something.... And she followed Hiccup for several times and failed... The 3rd time, she succed....

And the story goes on and on and on and on.... I don't want to continue it coz if I do, you will not buy the cd or see the movie..... The real reason is because I don't know how to continue and very lazy to continue the story... Its rather a long story.....
So, you better run to the cinema and buy a ticket and see the movie yourself....






















P.S. There's a hidden note!!!

I feel that it had been a long time ago since the last time I wrote in this blog (although it is just for 5 days).... There's so much catching up to do... So, maybe the following post will contain the activities I have done on the past 5 days... Although, of course, it will be reeeeaaaaaalllllyyyyyy boring.... What's life without boredom??

Because of that, we can fret as much as we want to....

So, hooray to boredom!!!

Hello...
I predict that May will be the most hectic month of the year...
I have so many things to do in the month of May, including my best friend birthday Sakura on 24th of May...

So, the things I must do on May are:
1. Mid-year exam (which I must study till drop dead)
2. My first band performance (which we haven't practiced yet, or eve choose the song!)
3. The Gala Muzika Konser (which had always been a pain in the ass)
4. My auntie and her family are coming (my mom is planning to appoint me to be their tour guide)
Three of the events above are very important...

The result if I failed to do them are:
1. My mom will give me a long lecture about "Why you don't study harder"
2. Our band (probably) will be black listed
3. No improvement in my violin playing
4. My auntie will feel bored

And furthermore, May is one of the month with least holiday... So, I think I'll need a therapist after May...

Wish me luck everyone.....