School was (kind of) awesome today. Somehow, we had a lot of screws loose in our brain and decided to went on full immature mode as how they say, age is just a number. Nobody knows how it started but we decided ultimately that it's the perfect day to walk down the memory lane.
So what's the big deal? Well, since we're 17 years old already, we decided to throw the little number 1 somewhere it wouldn't bother us and live the primary school moments all over again. Albeit our non-existent innocence, we pulled it off quite good (considering nobody went on full retard and start bawling).
There's this bunch of nonsense games that we used to play in primary school. I guess, if you're Malaysian or anybody living in the South East Asia region you'll be quite familiar with these.. (just an assumption)
First of all, the FLAME prediction. Basically, it's a relationship compatibility test. We wrote down two names and count the number of letters they have with matching letters put in a group. E.g. Lara and Dave -> 1 (L), 3 (A), 1 (R), 1 (D), 1 (V) and 1(E). We add it up by pair, from one end to the other until one digit remaining. Then we counted it from F downwards. E.g. if you get 3 means you get A, 7 --> L. F stands for Friends, L for Love, A for Admirer, M for Marry and E for Enemy.
More graphical sample :
"The biggest lies that you've ever told is to yourself."
I found that in a Heist Society #3 Book, Perfect Scoundrels. Sure that quote has been extremely paraphrased, but you still get the meaning.
I can totally relate to that quote, 100% accurate, describing one of my deadly flaws. You can't relate? You sure? Let me give you a scenario that you are in thousands of times throughout your teenage years :
Scene 1:
*you playing video games, look at the clock*
Oh, I'll stop in another 10 minutes and then revise...
*10 minutes later...*
Let me finish this level first.
*30 minutes later*
No! This is the Boss Level!
*ages later*
Aw damn, it's late! I'll just revise tomorrow...
Scene 2:
Okay, I hereby vow to myself I'll stay away from internet, games and novels till the exam ends.
*the next day*
Fuck the exam, I'm finishing this series!
Scene 3:
Hmm.. If I get 7A and above, I'll treat myself to Häagen-Dazs.
*after the result is out*
5A? Well, let's feast ice cream!
Scene 4:
I'll exercise everyday and lose 3 kg by the end of the month!
*the next morning*
Never mind, it's not like the diet is effective anyway.
Seems familiar to you? Yep, that's what us teenagers do nowadays. I'm no exception. Yes, I made the effort to stop playing The Godfather for one and half a month is advance (I haven't told you about my gaming addiction, yes? That'll feature another post then). But then again, if I only stop playing one game and starting another, how does it exactly help? As you can guess, it does not.
I continue to read novels and play games shamelessly. Making a bunch of promises to myself I never fulfill. And what is even sadder that the fact somewhere deep in my mind, I know I will not do it. It's just fleeting words, intended to calm my high-strung heart. Like in the "Three Idiots", the heart is stupid, if we say everything's alright, they will be assured.
As how my action dictates, my result is sucky by my parents standard.. I wouldn't even tell you because I know, it's pretty decent by most people standard. So now I will establish that my parents are not who you call most people.
No matter how many times I said to myself I will try to revise this time, get a higher marks, satisfy myself by proving everyone wrong. I did not do it and strangely enough, I don't have any regret. Is that why I never improve? Because I don't give a fuck anymore?
Writing this post may seem like a justification (feels like it too). But I honestly have no idea what I am doing. Yes, I was a great student, have that high IQ and stuff. Now, all that's left is the legacy of it. I changed too much, held back a lot. I don't even know myself anymore. Sometimes, I kinda miss my old me, the one that will surely study when exam comes, the one that diligently finish up every homework and more, the one that is still innocent by the way of the world.
See? Even I myself feels like a lie. Like the very foundation of me are made up of fake things, deceitful stuff.
But if I could go back in time and do it differently, would I?
KK
So, you guys must be wondering, why the sudden blog post?
After all this time of no new post, why now? why not let my own blog go through eternal damnation and neglect?
You're not the only one having those questions, believe me. I do wonder myself.
Well, maybe it's because the BM essay I had to write for my SPM Trial... Or the newly found hobby of writing something random just to vex everyone... Could be the guilt of having ignored my own blog after millenniums too... We may never know, but here I am.
I was am surprised to log in and see the viewer count (is that what you call all those visitors to my blog?). It has reached 500! Yay! For some of the seasonal bloggers, they got that kind of number in measly hours. But for me? The one that NEVER updates her blog? Yep, you're right.. That takes the whole 3 (or is it 4?) years to reach it.. Anyway, I'm content.
So to wrap it up, I'll really try to update my blog more diligently from now on.. Since that new found irritating hobby of mine need to be fulfilled! Who is a better listener than yourself? Nobody, that's who. Ranting in a dead blog might be better, since I get to review my own stupidity and craziness (and maybe laugh at it in a later date, who knows)
Gotta go, another new post covering my SPM Trial coming up after this!
KishiKiryuu
(that's my new nick BTW.. a game name, nice isn't it?)
Yo guys! It's Monday (again)!! Have you ever counted how many Mondays you have been through? I think Monday is a special day (for the nerds) coz it's when we start to go to school again after a nice, lazy weekend and for me personally, Monday is nice coz it's the day when I was born (WooHoo!)... Buuuuuuuut........ Monday is also an assembly day (which is boring) coz it's all about speech, speech and more speech... I think I should put up a poll on which speech is the most boring...
And so, the assembly was held today (which is a pity)... The first speech is, as usual, the teacher-who-is-on-duty's speech!! Give a round of applause to her!! *claps lazily* So, when she speak, the student (who had been threatend to keep silent) was very calm and quiet... But sadly, the cricket stayed hard-headed and make noises... And you know what is the cricket's noise.... *criiiikk* *criiiick* something like that? At first I didn't realize that it was cricking until Ritsu-chan laughed... And man, the cricket really made a very pleasant laugh (it makes the teacher looks extra boring) like the one in the slapstick comedy shows (or Spongebob, if you have watched the episode where he joked and the cricket is the only one cricking)
I forgot which teacher said this but she's warning us about a drug dealer who distributed the drug as a disguised strawberry candy (but it is actually metamphitamin) so, she said that we shouldn't take it... but in someone made a catchy remarks :
"Ok what? I mean he gives it for free.."
I just grinned over it =)
Next one's the Co-curicullum teacher's speech (dunno what's her name)... And it was a "GREAT" news (notice the quote)! As we're expecting something amazing, she said, "Co-curicullum activities starts this week!!" and I felt like crying out of "happiness"...
Ehe... I know you wouldn't believe me, so here's the real one...
And I was like, "WHAT?!" What kind of good news is that? Like I was some kind of student that would be pleased over such activities (fyi, I'm NOT a masochict)
And there's MORE torture!! The Sports day PRACTICES starts THIS WEEK (sorry for using so much capital.. ;-;) I mean the sports day is not until a CENTURY or later... but well, I don't care, it isn't like I'll be attending... I'll just continually skip the practices until the teacher notice, and when that time comes, I won't be attending either :P
I'm a bad girl? Riiiiiiiiiight like I care.... XD
Well then, the teacher keep shouting "silent and listen carefully!" (just like any other assembly I'm attending)... Yeah, I'm listening REAL attentively so that I can make jokes and silly remarks about it...But it was real, I'm listening... I'm evenTAKING NOTES! Well, it's just for the sake of this blog's continuation... And, Ritsu-chan who is sitting beside me is horrified by my action... She freked out and said, "Satsu is becoming a nerd!!!" repeatedly to Pavitra who was sitting in front of us... TT_TT Am I really that nerdy?
Last "good" news is, the extra class starts on February.... Owie.. It sucks... I can't go online as often as I did on last year.... *sigh* when will this torture end?! But Ritsu-chan said, "Well, it can't be helped... We're in form 3 after all..." and who is the nerd now?
Enough of assembly stuff, let's move on to the class...
I only managed to take notes on a few lines on Geo class... Here's some :
~The darker the colour (Pavitra), the taller it is...
It's supposed to be reffering to the map's colour referrences... The darker the colour on the map, the higher place it is...
~The lighter the colour (Phay), the shorter it is...
It's reffering to the map again (I mean, it's Geo! We're learning something about "Heights above sea level"
~Teacher : What is a "garis kontur?"
Ahkaasyh : Contour line.
Stupid answer, not something new in my class, though...
Well, I think that's the "descibe-able" ones... Then they joked about "black dots" (again, referring to Pavitra) and Ahkaasyh red a phrase and joked on how he read it (I think it's mimicry and dialects)... Well, we all know Ahkaasyh... *sigh* When will my class be mature?!
Next is about Ritsu-chan, she started a rumor about Ahkaasyh being gay coz he always asked her about her ex... And Ritsu just get mad at him and spread the rumor... And he fought back by spreading rumor about her being lesbian coz she always asks Sam (now Xin Raj, I'll tell you guys later about it) how his crush is doing... So now, my class has one GAY rumor and one LESBIAN rumor... but I think it won't last long... :D good for them...
Last but not least, Sim is treated like a slave in the class... When it's time to greet the teachers (as like when he come and go) we shout his name, forcing him to greet the teacher.... Well, I know it's his job, but the method of shouting at him is a bit harsh, no? I mean, he's a human too... Even slaves is called nicely by their master (myb, I never know)...
Well, that's all today's update.. Hope I can update more tomorrow.. Jaa matta!!
P.S. Pavitra has gotten more "screening time" (written time?)... Maybe she gets popular? ^^
It has been a while since I last posted... (not excatly "a while" but nvm)
Firstly, HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!
Have you guys get your new year resolution ready? cuz I didn't make one... myb I'll just make one on the way to finish this year, adding every necessary things everyday (like, updating this blog at least weekly for a start XD)
I was just back from the school holiday which I spend in Indonesia (and I started 1 month earlier than the actual holiday). I had fun XD! I bought lots of comics, played several games, and pulled a couple all nighters... It wasn't such a very healthy vacation actually, but I enjoyed it very much...
So, that was it.. The school started this week and all I get is HOMEWORKS and LOTS of them!! ><>
Agama Notes : 2 Chapter
Agama Exercise
Science Exercise
Living Skill (KH) Notes w/ pics
Malay Language essay
Malay Language EXAMPLE essay
English essay
There, I think that's all which I remember but the un-remembered ones, I dunno... Have you wndered why I listed my homeworks? No? Not even now? Or maybe later? Does it crosses your mind? Will you never? And the answer is................... I just feel like it... To share my sufferings with you guys out there, random people who is reading this crap and wondered "What is this kid rambling abut?"
Ritsuka-chan (Sakura-chan, but she requested a name change) is getting crazier day by day, along with me... :) This year is our Major Exam year, which is the PMR... Kind of middle school exam, same like UN for SMP in Indonesia.. So I thought there's no wonder when we got even stressed out and freaked out every moment... The teachers are fine ones, we get Mr Yap and Madam Siow again this year, I thought they're giving up at teaching my class... Mrs Anne, the Geo teacher is a regular for us... I just wished the Malay Language teacher is more fun :(
Enough fretting for now, let's go to the important announcement... WE HAVE SCHOOL CONCERT THIS YEAR!!!! It's on the 1st of April (April's Fool)... Guess what, the principal wants to have his own SOLO performance!!!
I thought I want to have pian 4 hands, but still haven't got a companion :(... Wish my sis wants to go with me... The MPO visit is also on April (WOOHOO!!) and that makes April the most-looked-forward month this year!! The Japanese exchange student also coming on March or April... XD Can't wait to meet them... Just hope that they aren't nerdies... :X
The strings orchestra is combining with a brand new brass band and woodwind instruments! XD Hope the juniors can keep on with the training... Mr Ronald can be strict when he wants to...
Well, that's the end of random ramblings (for now)... I hope I can update the blogs everyday now....
But wait! There's something more I just remembered!! This is a big news!! Total Headline!! A must read for you people!! Something that will shockk the world! Bet you can't guess what it is.... And the big news is .....................................................................................................................................................
SIM IS THE NEW CLASS MONITOR!!
Does that surprises you?!
All the class members 'pakat' to offer Sim as the Black Sheep, and guess what, NO ONE objects the idea!!
So that's all folks! See you on the next post! Just hope that it'll be soon enough!!

